40 degrees outside.

seriously. this is not california weather.
too cold.

but if it snows. i dont mind


so i didnt get scholarship for SVA. so bummed
that means i should wish my dreams goodbye for
that school.

goodbye new york

so now i am starting to have a panic attack.
i am so freaked out and nervous about scholarship for
art center. ah shit shit
not cool

i am regretting now, i should of worked harder. and
worked till my eyes bleed and my arms and hands falls out.
regrets.dammit
so i guess pasadena is
where i am gonna go.whoo....
art center.

bullshit.
i am gonna stay in pasadena for the
rest of my life. i swear.
unless i wont have to miss old town. right?
and my high school friends that might end up going to
pcc. ha.

unless pcc is
better than UC riverside.

artcenter the land of fobby koreans. fun.

well i am gonna sob my way
to sleep. nites

currently drinking
snapple - green tea mango flavor
diet tea.