dam you sang.

so i feel seriously useless, i tried painting on saturday because
i felt i was being lazy and since my painting skill is out the door
i seriously forgot how to paint. its not like i knew how to before
but i just got worse at it.

but my drawing for it wasnt as bad
i was actually proud of it.
fuhuhuhuhu


today is only tuesday, boring as hell. i finished 3 weeks of delayed english homework
am i suppose to be proud? or no ? i need to start my Ryman homework soon
but it so dam stupid. painting goddam still lifes every week
BULLSHIT. man no point to that. cmon figure painting. thinking of just
painting goddam fruits like everyone else, dont want to be the overachiever
like i was in my beginning Ryman class.

and i want to murder this one white girl in my class who draws mangas
like naruto and shit, i dont even know how she even got into the program.she
submitted goddam manga drawings. eh boring



i hate you sang for being so goddam good.i can never
catch up to you in painting like this, its just too good.
ah.

so i basically stole this from some dood's
blog that goes to Ryman Arts and is fucking
lucky to have sang for his class.

he finished this in less than 3 hrs. i hate you. sang