dam you sang.

so i feel seriously useless, i tried painting on saturday because
i felt i was being lazy and since my painting skill is out the door
i seriously forgot how to paint. its not like i knew how to before
but i just got worse at it.

but my drawing for it wasnt as bad
i was actually proud of it.
fuhuhuhuhu


today is only tuesday, boring as hell. i finished 3 weeks of delayed english homework
am i suppose to be proud? or no ? i need to start my Ryman homework soon
but it so dam stupid. painting goddam still lifes every week
BULLSHIT. man no point to that. cmon figure painting. thinking of just
painting goddam fruits like everyone else, dont want to be the overachiever
like i was in my beginning Ryman class.

and i want to murder this one white girl in my class who draws mangas
like naruto and shit, i dont even know how she even got into the program.she
submitted goddam manga drawings. eh boring



i hate you sang for being so goddam good.i can never
catch up to you in painting like this, its just too good.
ah.

so i basically stole this from some dood's
blog that goes to Ryman Arts and is fucking
lucky to have sang for his class.

he finished this in less than 3 hrs. i hate you. sang

my spark for japan is back.

forgot to do my environmental science
report, finished it during class
i thought it was a miracle.

and

i think i am
getting a

bunny soon..


ha my love for japan is back

shou from alice nine

i dont know why but i
think this is adorable

haha mock of l' arc en ciel cover album
ha fun

hot.






so tired its 11:41

and watched some movie about
love square between 4 women and a guy
in Spain

thanks jax

it's time.

so. happy birthday
joyce

truly love strawberry choco cakes.

day when everything started.

so today is 2.28
my birthday.
didn't notice till my friend pointed
it out yesterday.

James Jean designing for wine bottles?
and yes, these wines
actually tastes pretty great.

found these images on flickr
ha its so hot

my love for women who can
look like men.
i think its so damn hot.

and

i just love the clothes, its
awesome

i never knew finishing up with
college applications and
portfolio would make you feel
so useless.

i spent all day
surf webbing
or w.ever

currently listening to .
postcards from far away by Coldplay





happy birthday Joyce <3

how does it feel being seventeen?
missing being sixteen but still welcoming seventeen.

internet ish back.

hot.

so i have my internet back.
and secured it so 7 other people around
my neighborhood wont steal my internet.
finally about 4 weeks of being bored
out of my mind

thinking of updating a lot more.
and i finally submitted my portfolio for
art center. but i feel more
empty than being happy.

i initially have nothing to do now, i don't
even have my sketchbooks to draw from
and i don't feel like getting a new one.
because i have no point of
making one.


so i am just gonna waste away till i get into
college.

thats awesome

stealing internet from starbucks.

awesome picture i found at flickr while looking for pictures to draw from.

i didnt have internet for the past 3 weeks
pain? yes. so stealing internet
at starbucks. ha.

so i still didnt finish my sketchbook, so i cant
submit it to art center,
needa hurry,
drawing people at starbucks

and lastly




i got into





SVA!

NY here i come.

chillax

its been a long time since i had a time to breathe.

sketchbooks, i need to finish.
i need to submit 3, but i found out i have 4
but i have to finish my latest one
since thats the strongest...
ahh

cant wait till may, when everything is over.